Searching for you

Searching for you,

I found,

Eternity,

Through you,

I can see,

Through my tempest seas,

And into me,

How every moment,

And every touch,

Has brought me,

To you,

Eternally you,

I hungered,

After you,

In every life,

Through every inch of strife,

To be near you,

I chose any fate,

Thrown to earth,

I clamoured in the Guff,

And called Gods bluff,

To be near you,

I carved through stone,

And every thing I know,

Says I cannot grow,

Cannot go,

 A real day,

Without you,

I need you,

And can’t leave you,

Alone

I stand accused,

My reluctant muse,

Of thoughts unspoken,

And held too close,

Dishonest words,

And bravado jokes

I hoped my poetry,

And attempts at books you see,

Would bring you close to me,

The real side of me,

Always playing with you,

My childhood friend,

I would bend time,

To find that rhyme,

That makes you mine

Am I Kahlil?

Seeking out his cup,

Again,

In another lifetime

Even now,

I wait in vain,

And I knew how to do my thing,

Until I felt your sting,

And went bumbling within,

To find you,

And find you I did,

A million lifetimes with kids,

And every time you hid,

And teased me just a bit,

To let me know,

That I should never quit

And quit I never will,

I know your heart isn’t still,

I know it rustles and shakes,

When my voice breaks,

So, on my knees I’ll beg,

Please don’t leave me here again

Real love is Magical,

Mystical,

Spiritual

I adore you,

And want more of you,

Addiction,

To worship you,

Constantly you,

Everywhere

My pretense,

Is past tense,

Strengthened and weakened,

Leaning over your fence,

I have no defence,

It makes no sense,

Like Incense,

How long,

I burn,

For you,

Everywhere I turn,

It’s you,

And only you,

My Eternal glue,

Now unbounded,

Clearly I see you